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• Never taking the time to appreciate what you do.
• Not saying ” Thank you ” or ” I love you ” as often as I should.
• Disrespecting you.
• Not spending time with you.
• Asking for too much.
• Talking back.
• Arguing with you.
• So much.

Baka kase mabago pa isip ko’t di na niya makuha :3 

Masakit then biglang mawawala, babalik ulit ang sakit, tapos babalik agad -____- Tsss. Hanggang kelan pa ba ‘to? Eeeehh. Anyways, my main point here is about the letter. Sayang. Gusto ko pa naman sanang dagdagan ng excitement yung pagbigay ko ng letter sa kanta. Kaso. May lakad siya. Then ayun, planned na sana ang lahat ehh. Then biglang natapos. Di na natuloy. Nawalan ako ng gana. Gusto ko kase sana yung excitement na yun para mabaga naman. May lakad siya ngayon ehh,magpapabunot siya ng teeth sa dentist. Tss.. Kaya dito nalang ako ngayon, naka onLine ulet, then siguro, paghatid niya sakin sa may sakayan ng jeep, dun ko nalang ibibigay sa kanya. Oo na, final na talaga. Tsss.. Baka kase mabago pa isip ko’t di na niya makuha :3

Bitter lang talaga ako :)

Gusto ko siyang makasama. Gusto ko siyang lage lang siyang nasa tabi ko. Gustong kong siya ang kasama kong tumatawa.. Pero many times na, lage na niya akong iniiwan mag-isa.. Minsan, wala naman talagang magawa kung kailangan talaga siyang pumunta sa ate niya, naiintidihan ko yun, kase deep inside, nalulungkot ako. Tapos ngayon, iniwan na niya nanaman akong nag-iisa. Plan ko sana kanina after class, tumambay lang sa tambayan with kasama siya.. Pero may lakad siya. Maylakad siya kasama mga kaibigan niya.. Around 1pm daw. Then ako naman, kelangan kong mag-antay until 3pm kase may practice kami para sa Speech Quire. Kaya ayun, bigla akong nagtamlay.. Alam kong wala na akong makakasama.. Sina Lovely, Leri, Janine, uuwi na kase wala naman silang hihintaying practice.. Haaaayy.. :’| Maya-maya sabi ni Harold 3pm nalang daw siya aalis, pagkapasok ko sa school. Pero sabi ko na “wag na”, then ayun, nung nakarating na kami sa tambayan, di ako makasabay sa mga taong andun. Alam kong ma a’out-of-place lang ako. Kahit na andun pa siya, kasama ko. Kaya ginawa ko, umuwi nalang ako. Kesa naman ako pa yung una niyang iiwanan. Wala akong masyadong kibo sa kanya. Until he asked me once ung ok lang ba ako then sabi ko, “ok lang ako uy!” with a snobby tone. Alam kong napansin niyang hindi talaga ako okay nun, pero kase naman, wala na ako sa mood, then, isa pa, na f’feel ko na rin yung… tini’take mof granted niya nalang ako. Kase, lage nalang akong kasama. Then naisipan ko, what if kaya.. i will lessen our communications, di na muna ako magpapakita ng sweetness sa kanya, what if kaya pahahabulin ko nanaman siya. Gagawa pa din kaya siya ng effort? Magpapakita pa kaya siya ng motive na gusto niya pa akong maging malapit sa kanya?

My heart aches so much, but i cant express it.

It feels like, all the people surrounded me before are the people who are slowly drifting away from me.. I now dont feel my importance to them. Why? Whats wrong? :( Im just being myself~ Even mama and ateche. Papa.. My friends and classmates, Lovely doesnt talk to me the way she wanted my attention before.. Janine.. She’s moody, sometimes she just want to talk to me, and sometimes not.. And Harold.. Its just, this afternoon after we had our lunch, i went near to him. But, nothing. It was just like he didnt even notice that i was on his back. What the hell is wrong with the people!! T_T This is me. I am just being me. I know im not this fund of talking, but when i am talking to someone i do listen to them sincerely and not being snobby.. (Maybe at some people, mostly i do not do that). What the hell is wrong with the people… I just want to go to a place that i could be alone.. If i only had money to go somewhere other than here, then i wasnt even here at this very moment. I am sick of being left behind. Sick of being alone.. Ayoko ng ganito…. Wala naman akong ginagawang masama ;(((

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